Fear of becoming gay PLEASE ANSWER!?ok for some reason i have this BIG ANXIETY OF being gay when i watch gay porn i dont erect at all its just neutral like ahh and just go to porn that does turn me on *straight and lesbian(straight mostly)*
i think ive got hocd but i dont got each symptom, i got a good few though, i have a INTENSE fear of me becoming gay idk if its homophobia or not, im not sure but if it is homophobia then im one of the ones who fear of gays but dont erect over them, but i dont get it, my mind keeps trying to trick me and i get all scared and sweat (barely) and i search the internet for assurance and i repeat a ritual/ thing to prove to myself im not gay, i have this horrible anxiety issue.
I dont know how i can go anylonger with it i dont desire to be with a male at all i dont want to be gay becaus ei know its not my style nor is it my sexuality, ive only gotten turned on by girls, i love **** and *ss ect,, when ever i see a guy sometimes my anxiety triggers, and i look at girls and erect to relieve it,i was never raised homophobic, but i just wouldnt match with it, i dont have a romantic nor a sexual attraction towards, gays my brothers gay but i dont hate him, i just avoid him and i avoid girls because lotta gays hang out with other gays and hang out with girls (that i know of) i talked to my bro. bout this ryan *(the gay one) he said "if you were gay youd know it lol, your not gay i think its anxiety" but i still look for assurace daily, some1 also said i might have paranoid schizerphernia, or however you spell it, im not sure.
and i think i have hocd/ocd because when im home alone i make sure the doors locked like 2 times and i have the urge to clean alot, if i am bi i will only do it with a girl never a male, but i dont know do i sound straight or gay, im always in my room looking for assurance like all day, but my mind tricks me thinking im gay if i do this or i do that, i always recorrect the way i sit because i dont want to give off info. that ppl will think im gay b/c. im not, but i dont know what to do can somebody tell me what this is Straight with HOCD which ill grow out of ,or what
and P.S
i love to be inrelationships with girls ect.. i want to raise a military family have children that are related to me, with my wife, i want to wake up seeing my beautiful wife everyday, i can understand seeing a guy good looking or has a nice six pack ect.. but i never think of sex with him, and when im in the locker room with boys i dont erect seeing them at all, i just brush it off, i only desire to be with girls and have sex with girls, and i dont have any urge to go ask out a guy, i only have urges to do sexual/romantic/emotional things with girls, and only ask out girls
but these thoughts wont leave my head tell me how to get rid of this, give me a explanation and PLEASE BE DETAILED
here are the things im trying to figure
am i homophobic but straight
am i straight with HOCD (or paranoid schizerphenia or both.)
Can you guys help me with this be detailed in your answer
Jane K
What? Maybe it's denial.
Puck
So in summation, you are completely and absolutely straight, but should probably see a psychiatrist about your anxieties, since they seem to be giving you undue distress.
PainOFsixPaths
watching gay porn and not getting erect doesnt mean you have "a BIG ANXIETY", it means your straight....dumba$ $ .
You are homophobic. Good day sir.
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